love is sodding overrated

When I first came to university , most of my mates were single.

Now, everyone in my orientation group is attached. Except. Me.

Don't get me wrong. I'm happy for them and all that. Just sad for me.

While I'm trying to be all happy and funny and lighthearted in front of everyone, I must admit I'm bloody raging inside.

You would be, after the girl you liked in high school freaked when she found out about it. When you don't get to say goodbye at the end of high school and you waste 2 years of your life wondering what the hell went wrong. When, just as you find out she's attached and are feeling like total crap, you find someone you think you can get it right with and... find out she's attached. And after trying to be friends with that person, she weirds out on you and throws all the shit you've gone through back in your face. And she makes sure to be seen with her boyfriend whenever you're around, and they do their fucking PDAs right in front of you, and you see her smirking at you. All the while having to listen to your friends around you talk about their boyfriends and girlfriends and wedding rings and wedding dresses and FUCKOFF FOR FUCK'S SAKE GEEZ. Except, I can never bring myself to do the last part.

You know what's one of the most fucked up things? Whatever I do, however I change, I can never escape being branded the "nerd". When I was weaker than the jocks, I was pathetic. When I toughened up and outran them regularly, I was a freak. When I was shy and withdrawn, I was a nobody. When I opened my mouth, I had to shut up.

Fuck this shit. Love may be great for you, but don't go yakking about how fucking fan-fuck-tastic it is to me, because to me - it FUCKING ISN'T.
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get a room?

oh my goodness, i wish in waffle house today and there was this man and younger woman making out the whole time i was there, i was thinking the whole time, oh my god, that man is probably married and this is probabaly where he meets his hos everyday to make out, ughgh, sick

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 i am also tired of being the 3rd wheel, actually the 5th wheel and also the 7th and everything else, this gets quite annoying X 908214891 my exchange student has a boyfriend, and she does not even live here, but she has a boyfriend for her time her, i am just tired of not having a boyfriend, sometimes it really lowers your self esteeem, i just dont know, i hate sitting and watching th happy romantics when i feel like i will never have that,
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oh! hurrah. i am fucking cupid matchmaker YET again
second time this year that my close girlfriends are dating the boy that rejected me!
i'm not even an especially ugly or unlikable person. but it is dampenning my self esteem like mad. and makes me question myself more than i should
hurrah maybe.. i should stop matching people up!

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last year, my friends were all single, bitching like me. now, they are all in wonderful relationships. which is great! and it's very ironic that I helped them meet eachother, since they are all my friends, and i think they are all awesome. but fuck. i hate being the only single person hanging out while everyone's making out. it gets me down, cuz what the hell, why not me? not that i've met anyone i really want yet. except of course, my best friend's boyfriend, ironically. I introduced them, and my friends tried to get us together, but instead, our other friend also fell in love with him. yay. they're awesome. but now i am still in a ditch. hurrah.. nice to meet you all!
fall out bizzle

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I hate how Ryan&Ashlee are so "in love"
&Matt&Julia.
&my boyfriend won't even look at me.

I actually love being part of a couple,
&being all over eachother.
But I hate other couples when I don't have a normal bofriend.
Or no boyfriend at all.

ERRRRRRRR.
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wowie.

this is by far one of the most interesting communities ive come by so far. and its not that shabby...being a third wheel sucks monkey balls, and seeing as how thats what life has been like for this past year with one of my friends i thought id join for fun, to make whatever statement is to be made? maybe? something like that..

woot to the single life!

piece<3

-k8
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New person here, YAY!

Hi everyone, my name is Natalie and I'm 16 1/2. I think it's great that there's an anti-couple community on LJ. I totally agree! Everytime I see a couple getting fresh in public, I think to myself, "Get a room already!"

It's crazy; everyone I know and their dog has a boyfriend/girlfriend! I can't stand it when my friends start talking to me about their love lives! Seriously, I don't wanna hear it! Don't they realize I'm jealous enough? >.
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eek...eek...eek

Yah, I figured I'd join this community , because i thought it was awesome that there is one dedicated to the whole anti-couple thing...ya

It makes me sick...
The annoying girlie giggles, the stupid conversations and fights, the hands being squeezed, the waiting outside of the classroom doors, the hugs and kisses. But most of all It makes me sick......that I am actually jealous of all that shit


Yahhhhhhhh.....Is it just me or do couples walk like 10 times as slow as everyone else when they are holding hands!Jesus there are like a million couples at my school...its like thats all i do in my spare time at school...I dodge couples to get to class. I also hate the way girls completely change the tone of their voice when they are around their boyfriends their voices are all of a sudden really high and girlie...uhhhhhhhhhh

Well I guess I shall go
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    All that I've got-The Used